I opened the door to the hallway and took a deep breath. "Crap, this floozy has my heart ready to break out of my chest," I whispered before walking in there.
I strolled down to the end of the hall towards where our door was. Although, I stopped about at the twenty-foot mark, and leaned my back on the wall.
I dug into my pocket and pulled it out. "Why do I love Miranda so much? She is a psycho bitch, but I can''t picture my life without her now," I muttered, bringing it to my lips.
I kissed it. "If I''m willing to give the hussy this ring, I guess I love her more than any other woman, besides my mom. I never thought of doing this with Barb, Erica or any other ex-girlfriend. I hated Miranda for the first couple years I knew her because she was the cheer captain and a tart to me. I don''t think it was because she confessed her crush, but maybe it was the hate sex we had."
I glared at the ring for a moment in silence.
"Shit," I sobbed, rubbing my face. "I''m crying because I just don''t know what to do. I love Miranda and don''t want anyone else, but she cheated," I pointed out, lowering my hand. "Despite that, I still love her, and she knows how to keep my motor going. I guess the crazier the chick is, the better she is in bed. If I love her so much and don''t desire to be with another woman, then why isn''t this the easiest decision to make?"
I remained in that spot for a few more minutes, but didn''t speak a word. I felt my heart, and it was looking to burst out of my chest. I felt tingles because I wanted to do it, but my brain knew it wasn''t that simple.
I clenched my hand with the ring and hit my palm. "Fuck it, you only get one ''Miranda'' in a lifetime," I grumbled before I put my ring back into my pocket.
I stretched out and took in another deep breath. "Here goes nothing," I said, prior to ambling to the door.
As I got closer to the door, I jiggled around a little bit more, and my nerves felt to being poked at by a needle. Although, I wasn''t about to stop because of that.
On the other hand, I halted at the three-foot mark. "What the hell, do I hear something going on in there?" I questioned before I calmly closed the gap and placed my right ear on the door.
"Oh, fuck, Miranda, you are some crazy lady," I heard a woman moan.
I closed my eyes halfway. "Was that Mia? The chick from our old apartment complex?"
"Yes, eat my pussy as Barb eats yours, psycho bitch."
I slanted my head back and covered my face with both hands. "Is my psycho bitch girlfriend cheating with both Mia and Barb in our office right now? Could she really be that stupid?"
I brought my hands down and bit down on my bottom lip. I peeked down at the handle and calmly grabbed onto it.
I turned it and lazily cracked the door open. "Yes, I recognize Barb''s ass anywhere, they have that three woman chain going on," I sobbed before opening the door. "What the hell, Miranda?!" I roared, walking in there.
I came to her and slapped her ass. "You are cheating on me with Barb and Mia? You psycho bitch, how could you do this to me?" I cried, putting my hands up.
She looked right at me. "Babe, I''m sorry, I was planning on surprising you," Miranda wept, getting off the desk.
"Oh, you surprised me, Miranda. I thought we had an agreement: you''d tell me if you wanted to see someone else. You certainly forgot to mention this, but I''ve noticed that you haven''t asked for permission in months now. Have you been seeing them behind my back?" I inquired, placing my hands on my hips.
"I would never deceive you, Hanna," Miranda replied before she kissed me and wrapped her arms around me. "Please don''t be mad."
I shoved her away. "Seriously, what the hell, Miranda? We''ve been in a committed relationship for almost two years now, and you are still pulling this psycho bitch bullshit."
She stood naked and just cried for a moment. I peeked back at her desk and noticed both Mia and Barb seemed worried too, but they were holding each other.
"I just wanted to surprise you with a foursome, that''s all," Miranda explained, closing the gap and placing her palms on my thighs. "We''ve had sex in here many times before, and I just thought it would be hot to invite them in here. You could have three different pairs of boobs to glance at, you know what I mean?" she pondered, placing her hands on my butt.
"It is true, Hannah. We were waiting in here for about forty minutes before our pussies got the better of us. It wasn''t even Miranda''s idea for us to start doing it before you came back," Barb pointed out.
I noticed Mia getting off the desk too, and she came to my right side. "Hannah, we all know how much you love her, so don''t be upset," she advised me, prior to pecking my cheek. "She is an incredible woman, and you should hold onto her."
"I respect your opinion, Mia, but this is between us, and not you or Barb," I informed Mia, peeking at her.
She put her hands up and slowly backed away. I looked back into Miranda''s teary eyes, and my hand also made its way down onto the pocket in my skirt.
I bit down on my bottom lip for a few seconds before I brought my hands up. "Why are you such a psycho bitch, Miranda? Do you have that gene in your DNA? I guess that''s why, but this is too much, Miranda," I informed her, shaking my head no. "Barb and Mia are beyond sexy ladies, but I''ve never thought of being with them or any other woman since we started our weird relationship," I related to her before taking her hands. "You''ve always been more than enough woman for me, but you''ve proven that I''m not enough woman for you."
She had tears forming on her face every couple seconds. "Please don''t break up with me, Hannah. Don''t let this mistake be the end of us; I know we can make it work. If you want me to commit to you, I will. I swear I''ll cut myself off from every single other person on the face of the planet if you want me to. I just want you, that''s all," she pleaded before she kissed me. "I''m at your mercy now, Hannah."
I covered my face again. ''Oh, Miranda is the craziest chick I''ve ever met and probably ever will. And to think I was torturing myself on whether or not to propose. What was I thinking? Oh, now she is encasing her arms around me.''
We held our positions for a moment, and everyone failed to speak. I felt my anger going down a bit, but I was still pissed off. After that moment, I uncovered my face and broke away from Miranda gradually, but I still didn''t talk.
"Shit, you are still upset," she whined, breaking eye contact.
"Yes, Miranda, regardless of what your intentions were, you cheated on me. I let you get away with it once, but I won''t allow it to happen again," I informed her, shaking my head.
"So you are breaking up with me?" she sobbed, slanting her head down.
I viewed her cry as if she just lost a family member and then my hand calmly found my ring through my skirt again.
I took in a deep breath. "I don''t know, Miranda. I love you, but I hate you right now," I answered, waving my hands around. "I swear I''ve never loved anyone quite like you, but you are a psycho bitch," I branded her, grabbing her arms. "I just don''t know how this is gonna work between us. You can''t keep cheating and always be so insecure about our relationship."
"What are you talking about?"
I took a deep breath, let go of her and hit my palm. "We''re still inseparable for the most part, that''s why we''re both working in this office. You sold us as a package deal to our boss. Don''t get me wrong, I love working with you and having sex in here constantly, but it is at the cost of us having our own lives. I can''t see anyone without you tagging along, not even my mom. It is like you think I''m going to bail on you if I just want some time away," I explained before a pause and began walking back towards the door. "Just give me a couple of days away, Miranda. This time, I think we need some time apart. If you want to screw Barb and Mia here, then do it. I''m not gonna guilt trip you; I just want you to be happy. Although, I''m not sure at all that we''re gonna last forever at this pace."
"Are you saying I haven''t lost you?" Miranda asked, wiping away her tears.
"You haven''t lost me, but I''m leaving now, Miranda. Do not you follow me out, text, call or contact me in any way until I contact you. Do you understand?"
"No, can''t we just talk about this?" she asked, coming to me again. "I swear, I''m a changed woman, I''ll give you space if that''s what you want. I''ll get a different job if you want me to, Hannah. I''ll be fully faithful to you, so I will even close my eyes when there is nudity in movies if you''d like. I only want to see you naked for the rest of my life," she made clear before taking my hands and pulling my lips to hers.
We made out for a moment, but I failed to close my eyes. ''I have no idea what to make of this witch, but I''m still quite upset,'' I thought, prior to pushing Miranda off me. "No, we just need some time apart," I objected, leaving my hands up. "We know we love each other, but you hurt me. At the very least, I should be able to count on you to be faithful to me," I sobbed. "I want to be more a woman you can sleep with; I want to be your..." I explained before I suddenly halted my words, clenched my fists and bit my bottom lip.
"What, Hannah?" Miranda cried, washing away her tears.
I shed quite a few of my own tears then as we just eyeballed one another.
"I don''t think either of us knows what we want, Miranda," I put on the record before I turned around.
"What does that mean, Hannah? What was the end of that sentence, you want to be my, what?" Miranda questioned, grabbing my arm. "We both know that I''m capable of listening, so please tell me. If you love me at all as of this very moment, then finish that sentence."
I held my position for a moment as my heart began pumping into overdrive again. I slanted my head down and shook it a few times too.
"I swear if you tell me that you are ending things with me, I will throw a hissy fit so massive; you''ll want to beat the living shit out of yourself for not just going back to your place and showering there that first day. I''ll create the biggest scene you can imagine, Hannah. So don''t you dare tell me we''re over," she explained before she took a deep breath and wiped her forehead. "You are my angel, and I''m your psycho bitch. There is no way that we''re ending this over me getting busy with Barb and Mia just ten minutes early. I won''t let it happen; you have to know it is true."
My head arched back up, "Miranda, I''m not pulling the rip cord, but I''m gonna stay with my mom until Sunday," I let her know before I kissed her one more time and gathered my stuff.
I turned around and went to the door without making eye contact with anyone.
As I was ready to walk out, I glanced at Miranda one more time. "Miranda, if you run after me naked, I will lose it. I''m not breaking up with you right now, but if you pull your classic move, you might just get me to yank it. I love you more than the day is long around here, but you can''t just pull this shit and get away with it. Please don''t make this harder than it needs to be."
"Okay, are you entirely confident you''ll still want to cuddle with me as we watch The Walking Dead Sunday night?"
"Just respect my wishes, and maybe I will," I replied, opening the door. "Goodbye, Miranda," I said before I left.
I calmly strolled out into the hallway and shut the door without peeking back at them. I stopped just a couple feet down there and leaned my back on the wall.
"What the hell is wrong with her?" I sobbed, hiding my face. "I feel even worse than last time."
I grieved for a moment and just stayed right there. I didn''t hear anyone else walking around, but after that moment, I just began ambling towards the door.
I mopped away my tears again as I reached the end of the hallway. "Fuck, I can''t believe I was thinking of proposing," I fretted, prior to opening the door to the stairwell.
I failed to step into that area just yet.
First I glanced back my office door. "Proposing should be the easiest thing imaginable, but the psycho bitch complicated it."
I continued to look at the door for a moment, but I didn''t speak a word. Suddenly, the door flung open.
I saw Miranda''s melons come out yet again. "No," I protested, pointing at her. "Beam your ass back in there, Miranda! Do not do it, just don''t!"
She began walking rather quickly towards me. "Make me!"
I bit my bottom lip and just went into the stairway area. I didn''t say a word, but I thought of every single mean word imaginable. My eyes were wide open, and I moved as quickly as I could without risking tripping down the stairs.
I made it down six floors as my heart just continued to pump harder and harder. Even with the air conditioning, I felt my body getting rather drenched, everywhere from feet, all the way up to my forehead.
"Hey, Hannah!" Miranda yelped.
I made to the door that led outside and grabbed the handle. Although, I couldn''t just open it. Before I knew it, I heard the slight footsteps on the final steps of the stairwell. I leaned my head back and shed more tears, but my hand wouldn''t open the door.
"Hannah, you never uttered the words, ''Miranda, I forgive you.''."
I breathed rather heavily in efforts to catch my breath, but I didn''t turn to her. I heard her trying to do the same thing, but after only a few seconds, I felt her hand on my shoulder. No words became spoken, but of course, our actions said everything.
"If you love me, Hannah, then tell me you forgive me. You never actually said the words."
I let out a deep breath and calmly turned to her. "I swear, I will forgive you if you just go back to the office right now. Have Mia or Barb give you a ride back."
"What about us, I don''t want you to just to go your mom''s place and become more angry with me. Call me crazy, but I don''t think she likes me. I just know she is going to tell you to dump me. Please, come home tonight, and we can talk about this. Barb and Mia won''t be there, and we can just be there for one another. Just let us hold each other and listen to each other''s heartbeats. You''ll be able to see how mournful I am."
"Until when though, Miranda? Am I seriously going to find out the hard way that you did it with my mom next? You''ve done this twice now, so what is to stop you? How can I trust you to control yourself? You seem like a chocolate fiend surrounded by it in a locked room. How are we ever gonna have kids with a relationship like this? Are you really confident that you only want me, both emotionally and physically?"
"Yes, Hannah. Let''s face it; we work because hated each other so much before. We''ve never talked about having kids, but I''d love to have them with you."
"Okay," I said before taking a deep breath. "I swear to you, just give me until Sunday night. I''ll come back, and you can apologize a million times, we can talk about having kids someday, and we''ll watch the show. We can do it naked or fully clothed. Then we can have mind blowing sex six million times if you want. We can just call in sick Monday and just fuck each other in every possible way, but you have to let me go," I explained, putting my fists up. "I just need some time, please, give me a couple of days."
I just watched her cry for a moment. ''She is effectively tweaking my nerves now. Why, why, why do I love her so much?''
"Tell me you rather cut your legs and arms off than break up with me, Hannah," she sobbed, jiggling around.
"You are standing out here naked when anyone could come out and see you. Why must you just make a case for you being a stupid tart?" I questioned, putting my hands up.
"Cheating on you was beyond dumb, because we always have mind blowing sex, whether it is in the morning, afternoon or night," she listed, gradually strolling to me.
She took my hands and kissed me. "I... love... you, Hannah. We can stop having sex; I don''t care, I just don''t want to lose you."
"You won''t," I let her know before I kissed her. "Now I''m gonna go," I mentioned, prior to walking away.
I couldn''t help, but to peek back at her. ''She is balling now, but she did this.''
"Goodbye, Miranda," I said before I went out the door.
I immediately looked for my car. "There is the sex box; we did fuck on top of it twice now," I mumbled, walking to it.
I arrived at the driver''s side door, but I didn''t pull out the key just yet. I placed my right hand on the window and closed my eyes. I instantly pictured our past sexual escapades, and I couldn''t help, but to lick my lips and quiver somewhat.
I placed my other hand on my crotch. "Miranda, I couldn''t possibly love and hate you more right now. You are the dumbest psycho bitch in the world; I don''t know how anyone else could surpass you. My panties are soaked, you should feel happy about that, but how heartbroken you have me right now, you should feel horrible for that. I swear, I don''t think I''ll ever have a better emotional and physical relationship with someone else, but cheating is a dealbreaker," I explained before my hand slithered onto my pocket.
I calmly pulled out the ring again and looked at it for a moment.
"Are you okay?" a woman asked, coming to me.
"Yes, I''m just having a moment with myself, Jackie," I answered, glancing at her.
"Well, you are holding an engagement ring, so I agree, you need to think about it."
"No, I disagree," I mentioned, turning to her. "Shouldn''t it be the easiest thing to decide? You know you love them and they love you, so if you already bought the ring, shouldn''t you just do it? Plan it out of course, but just do it and not fight with yourself?"
Jackie featured a blank face. "I have no idea, but good luck to you," she chuckled before she left.
I kept my eyes on the ring for a moment and shed a couple of tears too. "Oh, I love you, Miranda. You are a giant hussy, but my heart belongs to you. It just does, I guess. I have other people walking through here as I''m just standing here. Maybe I''m like you and just don''t care if people watch. I''m not naked, but still, I''m just standing here having a heartfelt moment. Maybe Jackie just told people that I''m thinking about proposing. I know we''ve kept our relationship a secret, but I''m sure at least a few people have figured it out. We have our door locked all the time, so I know that some people have put those pieces together."
I closed my eyes for a moment and held the ring in my right fist.
"I''m not letting you break us up!" I heard Miranda shout.
"And there she is," I murmured, putting the ring back into my pocket.
I wiped away my tears and stood in front of my car.
"Right here, psycho bitch," I announced, waving my right hand.
She quickly found me and came right to me. "Even if I have to fuck you nonstop for three hours straight with more people watching us again," she said before she stopped in front of me and kissed me. "I''ll do it to win you back."
Her arms went around me, and her lips parted from mine. "I''m not losing you. Not today, tomorrow, not ever," she cried, shaking her head. "Any questions?"
"Yes, what took you so long?" I pondered, bringing my hands to her butt. "You are three minutes late."
"We tried to talk her out of it," Mia answered, strolling towards us.
I looked at her. "What, are you and Barb a thing now?"
"Yes, we''re kind of in a serious relationship now too. Thanks to your girlfriend, she introduced us," Barb responded before they turned to each other and began making out.
I looked back at Miranda. "You are my psycho bitch girlfriend, so it wouldn''t be right if we didn''t have our make up sex out here," I mentioned before I brought her down with me.
Our arms went around one another, and we superglued our lips together. I didn''t even look around at the people this time, but I knew they were there.
"Hey, it is just a lesbian couple getting ready to have make-up sex on their car! There is nothing to see here!" Mia yelled.
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