yesterday I gave my inner critic/inner a-hole a face. Well, two faces of the same coin:
- 😒 critic: "you''re doing it BAD, you FAILURE"
- 👺 a-hole "you''re being WEAK, you piece of SHIT"
These two characters are awful to me. They act like they want to "make me good" (😒) or "make me strong" (👺) but they pretty much just constantly treat me like garbage. Push me around. Undermine me. Kick me when I''m down.
So I told them: You''re not on my side. You''re not looking out for me. You''re not my father, leader, helper, or friend. Just like social media: I''m better off without you. I don''t want to listen to you anymore, and I don''t have to. I can live without you. I don''t need you.
Goodbye.
Posted at 8:29 PM on Tuesday, 6th of June, 2017