thoughts I had today while feeling hopeless and depressed and miserable and alone
I have to be happy or I''ll be alone.
[You are here] sign in the dumbbell lobby: yes, I am, but seeing that acted out by other people matters a lot... it''s crucial... am I here? to anyone? Penny in the donut shop acted in a way that said "you are here" (I see you, I notice you, I care, even in some tiny way), when she asked if I wanted "my usual." I didn''t know she noticed me at all, enough to notice a "usual." and then she offered me an apple fritter. I think it''s bc she could tell I was feeling miserable.
