thoughts I had today while feeling hopeless and depressed and miserable and alone
I have to be happy or I'll be alone.
[You are here] sign in the dumbbell lobby: yes, I am, but seeing that acted out by other people matters a lot... it's crucial... am I here? to anyone? Penny in the donut shop acted in a way that said "you are here" (I see you, I notice you, I care, even in some tiny way), when she asked if I wanted "my usual." I didn't know she noticed me at all, enough to notice a "usual." and then she offered me an apple fritter. I think it's bc she could tell I was feeling miserable.
Posted at 6:12 PM on Tuesday, 26th of February, 2019